back to uni
Tuesday, July 3rd, 2007[2th July] 5.15am, i woke up, still feeling sleepy. While rubbing my eyes, i can hear mum’s busy preparing food. Father’s already waiting in the living room. After finish wash face, i still need to pack my things. Running around, finding my things, check whether i miss anything, and getting ready to go. Everything was in a rush and i didnt have enough time to take my breakfast. Before i left, bro handed me a box, ‘for you sis.. only open it after you arrived at kl k?’ my bro said. i put the box in my bag and gave him a hug. At 5.45am we leave to the bus station.
I’m sorry mum, i know u wake up early to prepare foods for me, but i don’t have time to finsh it. i’m sorry i dissapoint you mum. Father i’m sorry also.. sorry for my ‘last minute’ habit that makes you worried about me. I should’ve pack my things earlier but i didn’t. The reason is, i don’t want to leave, i don’t want to go back, i want to stay…
The bus arrived at 6am sharp, father help me put my things in the luggage area. Waving goodbye when the bus start to move, i feel so sad, sad to leave home, sad to leave my family. I tried not to cry but a few tears escaped from my eyes. Father only left after the bus is out of the sight. I’ll miss you all dearly, another semester to go, time pass quickly right?
Arrived at Sibu airport at around 730am. After checked in my 2 extremely heavy luggage which has the total weight of 14kg, i walked to the boarding room with 2 hand luggage that has the weight of around 8kg. The plane take off at 930am and arrive at kl airport at 1130am. My heart felt heavy, i’m alone, again. Took Sky bus then use KTM from KL central to UKM.
Arrived at my home in bangi around 3pm. My hand was red and sore, so does my shoulder, damage done by the weight of my luggage. Feeling very tired, i fell asleep after bath.
[3th july] 9.25am, woke up by the ringing sound of my phone. It was Mr wong, called and said ‘let’s go for tea’. Haha, i miss you, Mr Wong and Mr Lu. I miss the time we used to go for tea when in hospital where we go and taste all the good food in town. I won’t forget the ‘Ice Lemon Tea + salt", Mr Lu’s special recipe. I miss the bactic team, Encik Asmadi and Encik Khalik that always ‘meracau’, i miss Kak Mary, Kak Dayang, Kak Kristy, Kak Flo, Kak Julia, miss the time we had girls gossips together, and all hospital staffs, i miss you all. Those were the best time i ever had, life’s so happy back then. Everyday is a happy day. I wished i can stay.. i miss u all..
Nothing to do in house, nothing much to eat also, feeling lonely and hungry, end up play Audition whole day. Then i remembered the box my bro gave me. When i opened it up, there’s 2 picture frame inside, 1 is family photo and another is me and my bro’s photo. There’s also a note which says:
Hi One-Chan!
I hope you like the present.
Although it is not much
I will never forget the great moment we have together
We always love you!
No matter what
Bro
My tears start to flow after read the note eventhough i tried to control. Suddenly there’s a rush of feelings in my heart, mixed feeling of sadness and happiness. Felt very sad that now my family are now appart from me, but happy to know that they loves me not matter what happened.
To: Bro
Take good care of mum and dad for me k?
Study hard and good luck for your coming exam
Will always cherish the times we had together
i love you also…
*tears fall down the cheek*
