Life is like a mirage..

I love my home, i love my papa, i love my mummy, i love my bro and not forget my little kittens at home. I wanna say i love you all very much. You are the dearest to me in this whole wide world. Eventhough we are apart, but still i’m longing to go back home, to the sweet warm home where i belong, to you side, your hugs.

Third year first sem is the most hectic period of my life. Barely have enough sleep and time to eat, all i know is i was always rushing for either classes or assignments and doze off after work. During the weekend I work as a part time promoter in a shopping mall nearby. Although the pay is not much, but at least i can get a break from school work and earn some pocket money at the same time. Recently, i’ve also joined a university club called I-Club sponsored by GE. Thus, i’ll be bussier than ever.

Time really flies when i’m rushing, i’m glad that i don’t have time to idle around and day dream like i used to, which never really do me any good either. I’ve chosen this hectic life, i wan changes, that is to step out of my comfort zone into the tension zone and i know only through this i can improve myself, into a new me.

I started to feel i’m changing, not much but i know its for better. I’m starting to really cope with my studies, to be more independent rather than blur, to really know what is my priorities, set a goal for myself and really push hard for it. Games are history for me, i’m no longer a gamer, deleted most of games from my computer except Audition and Minesweeper, which keep me company when i needed a few minutes break.

In this new semester, all things seems to go smoothly. My relationships with my housemates and coursemates seems to improve a lot. Thank you friends, for the darkest time that you went through with me, for guiding me when i’m off sided, for being by myside when i needed company, and for bringing out the ‘real’ me. I’ll cherish our friendship and put it close to my heart. Thank you.

No matter what, there will be challenges ahead. Life’s full of ups and downs. Compare to last time, i felt stronger, i’m not the naive and blur smalltown girl anymore, i’m the new me, a stronger and more matured me. I believe i can keep up and move forward, to never give up to any obstacles and keep fighting through for the sake of my future and fulfilling our dreams.

Papa and mama, watch me,

Watch this daughter of yours,

Let me make you proud,

Let me achive your dreams,

Let me show to you,

That your every effort and love,

Is worthwhile,

Papa, mama,

I love you.