Life is like a mirage..

The day (5th May) i’ve been waiting for finally arrived! After months in Bangi, i can finally go home hehehe.. Miss my family so much! I was still very active and excited eventhough didnt have rest and sleep on the previous day because of exam. Stupid BioChemistry.. it was darn hard. When i went in the exam hall and when i flipped the exam paper, my mind goes blank. Everything that i studied the night before, all the effort i put while burning midnight oil went futile. It was a very hard exam. Anyway its over already and its holiday time now hehe. Me and my friend waited anticipatedly for this day to arrive but both of us never imagined it will turn out this way.

Time: 2am

I was busy packing my luggage and cleaning my room. Then went to the living room to have some chats with chu chu and siew wai. Tiew mee was in my room playing some computer games and then she went to sleep.

Time: 4am

I was still packing my bag. There’s a lot of clothes i want to bring back and Tiew Mee wake up to morning call the taxi driver (he ask her to do so coz afraid he’ll overslept) that will bring us to airport for our 7.05am flight.

Time: 5.15am

Phew.. finally I’ve finished packing. The taxi driver still havent arrive. We called him and he said he’ll arrive soon so we moved our luggage to in front of our house waiting for him to arrive.

Time: 5.30am

The taxi driver still havent arrive. We call him and call him but he just keep saying he’ll arrive soon. Both me and tiew me are getting impatient and furious but because we have no other transport option, all we can do is just wait for him.

Time: 6.00am

Oh great, finally he arrived. He’s late by 45 minutes with excuses that he’s lost. We told him we are really really late coz the flight counter will close around 45 minutes before flight. But he still look very calm and keep telling us we’ll make it. Then both of us put our things inside the taxi and rushed to the LCCT airport. While on the way, he took a different path than the one i usually took but i thought maybe it’s a short cut so i ignore and didnt say anything. The journey felt like the one in Initial D the one starred by Jay Chou and it was a winding road. Both me and tiew mee felt dizzy and car sick.. euuugghh terrible feeling..

* Now i realized actually its a longer route but there’s no toll counter on the way. The toll normally cost RM5 for 1 way trip to airport.

Before we arrived tiew mee told me " later i go in the airport to check in and you take care of the luggage" and i said "ok call me later, if the counter closed i’ll hold the taxi driver"

Time: 6.40am

We arrived at the airport. Most likely the counter is closed already but tiew mee rushed in the airport to make sure while i handle the luggage. Tiew mee then come back with sad face and tell us "Yes the counter is closed".. I can see her eyes are watery. But things is clear, it’s the taxi driver’s fault and he should be blamed. I walk to infront of his car and recorded his plat number in my hp.

Then i look at him and said "ok, you told us you will arrived at 5am but you arrived at 6am instead. Because of this both of us missed the flight. Now how? You are going to be responsible for this"

Then he replied casually "Aiyah this is normal la, you go in beg beg them they will let you pass, or you change the flight time, very easy one, i also fly before.."

We were getting mad, as we know if we missed the flight we have to buy new ticket and it’s not cheap but i want him to be responsible for the damage done.

I said "No matter what it is, i want you to go in with my friend and settle this thing. You said its easy right? Then you go in with my friend now. I’ll take care of things here"

He said "No, no.. later people will scold me. Cannot simple park here, people will scold one"

Listen to this makes my blood boil and i replied "Don’t worry i’ll take good care of your taxi, if kena saman or what i help you pay! Mister I want you to go in the airport with my fren now"

He still refused to go in and insist that it’s easy matter but we just keep force him to come with us. Finally he gave in and said he want to park his taxi at proper parking place first but somehow i sensed he’s trying to escape. To prevent this, i asked an uncle (who don’t understand mandarin so i have to talk to him using my SUPER lousy cantonese.. very paise) to take care of our luggage for a while both me and tiew mee get into the taxi and followed him to the parking area.

Finally we are in the airport with him.

He said "Don’t worry, i pity you girls coz see you two are students, i’ll take care of things"

I put a "Whatever.." face then he followed tiew mee to the counter to buy us new ticket and i near the counter, take care of the luggage.

Tiew mee later come back and i asked "How? everything settled?"

Tiew mee replied "No, we went to the counter and the operator already input every detail of the flight but then he look around pretend dunno anything and then said he thought you will pay for it"

I was like ‘what the?!!’ With shock i replied "Me??? I expect him to pay! darn it.. How much are the air tickets?"

Tiew mee told me its RM550. Then i said to the taxi driver "Hey mister just now you told us you gonna settle this thingy and now what? you ask us to pay?!"

The taxi driver replied with the ‘its not my problem’ tone and said "It’s ok, you gals use your own money pay first. Now i don’t have money but i live here one, you can easily find me. When i have money then i pay you k?"

I told him both of us don’t have money enough money with us but he asked us "Your ATM leh? Or you ask your family or fren help? They can bank in your account what.."

Walau eh, this really makes me mad and i told him, "we saved our money just for this day, this flight, most of our fren went back already and our family is not rich. Now you make us missed our flights and you should be responsible for it no matter what"

Then tiew mee said "Now you have how much money with you? Any amount also can, got ATM card?"

He replied taxi drivers dun carry money with them coz afraid get robbed or what and he don’t have atm card with him.

Then he showed us a small card holder with his identity card saying "See i live here, very near only, easy for you to find me next time, you wanna live with me also can, i won’t go anywhere one"

Tiew mee’s keen eyes spot something in the card holder, a Maybank ATM card, hiding behind another card. Both of us look at him and tiew mee said "What is this.."

He replied nervously "Oh this, nothing inside one. Its for insurance.. empty one"

Both of us show a ‘dun try to fool us, we are not buying it’ face and then he gave us his ATM card number. Inside got RM150 and we withdrawed all of it.

Then i said "ok mister we now still lack RM400, now how? Why don’t you ask your family or frens for help also?"

Then he smsed a fren but that didn’t help much. He just keep tell us to use our own money first eventhough we told him we don’t have. He even said "Just now you said you will pay for the saman, then you should have money to pay for the tickets what.."

My blood was boiling so hot until i cannot tahan to see his face anymore, if not i’ll scold him non stop infront of public. Then he told us he need to go back, with excuses to find his frens and borrow from them.

I didn’t believe him at all and said "Why should we trust you? Do you have anything that can make us trust you? You told us you will arrived at 5am this morning and see what it turn out? Now you expect us to trust you? No way!"

I asked for his IC as a hold on item and told him i’ll hold it until he come back with the money but he refused with lots of ‘bla bla bla’ excuses which i was very tired to hear already.

After a pause then he said something with somewhat threatening tone "Ok what you girls want? You don’t allow me to go back and ask for my frens help. I’m trying to help you girls you know. I can just walk away if i want to but i didn’t. Now i want to help but you girls don’t want. If you want report police also can but you gain nothing. But since it’s that way, i see my help is not needed" and he tried to walk away.

Very tired with this thing already and both of us know we can’t do anything much finally i said to him while looking on the floor then look straight at him "Mister, do you thnk we have other option? You are forced to trust you. Ok i trust you one last time. Our fate are in your hand, whether we manage to go back or not. But no matter what it is i want you to be here before 4pm (coz our next flight is on 6.15pm) ok?"

Then he tapped my shoulder and said "Don’t worry, you can count on me" and he walked away from our sight.

We didn’t trust him at all, after he gone we straight went to the ticketing counter to buy our tickets. It cost us RM180 after minus the (RM150 *the one we took from him* + RM40 *the taxi fare we didnt pay him* then divide by 2 = RM95 for each of us) Sighz.. we are very suay, out of so many taxi drivers, the one we met is a very unreliable one.

Then we went to MacD to have our breakfast. The hotcakes are very yummy! hehe. I ate my first hotcakes in Singapore and to my surprise now finally Malaysia also have it ^^.

Because of not enough rest and sleep for the past 2 days, i fall asleep in MacD. Then fall asleep again on the chairs in airport.

Time: 12.30pm

Tiew mee recieved a sms from him. The content says "I went back and consulted a laywer and the laywer said i don’t have to be responsible of anything because you don’t have a black and white agreement with me. You should pay back the RM150 plus the taxi fare to me"

Bah.. darn taxi driver. I knew something like this will happened. We ignored it and continue to wait for our flight. *more sleeping..*

Time: 6pm

We board our plane and headed to Sibu. I was so tired i slept during the whole jorney.

Time: 8pm ++ (not sure coz didnt check watch)

Tiew mee’s sis and mum arrived at Sibu airport to pick us up. We went to Everise to pass somethings to a fren’s sis and then went to eat at Fat Mum Cafe. I ordered tomyam, but the taste is bad. I still prefer’s Sarikei’s tomyam at Grace Cafe.

Time: 10.35pm

We finished our dinner and headed to Sarikei. On the way there’s police checking. The police checked tiew mee’s sis’s license and found out it’s overdue therefore a saman was issued. Very suay isin’t it? But the weird thing is that there’s a lot of cars the police didn’t check. Then i noticed that other people that also being issued saman are all chinese. I suspect it’s related to racist issue.. sighz

Time: 12am ++ (6th May)

Finally i reached home! Ahh home sweet home. But something’s different, there’s a white Kancil in front of my house. So i thought, so late already there’s still visitor in my house? To my surprise later i found out it’s our car.. Wow finally we have our own car! Haha..

Then after gave my family the gifts i brought for them and chatted about my suay expereince today, later i went to bath and straight to sleep. Its a very tired and suay day for me.

Ps: Frens out there who read my blog, i wish to know your opinion on the taxi driver issue. Are we, the consumer, are so helpless that we don’t even have any law or rights that protect us? Please post your comment on this issue.

It has been 2 months since the day

But it felt like it was just yesterday

Tears still falls from my eyes when i think back

The sweet memories that we had together

Still remember your gentle smile when you look at me

Your hugs keep me warm during cold nights

Holding my hands tightly when crossing the streets

Kissed my forehead when its time to part

Show me what "love" is…

But nothing last forever

In a split second everything is gone

From strangers to lovers

And lovers to strangers again

It has been sometime since we last chat

We used to have a lot to talk about

But now it only left "hi" and "bye"

Although things have changed

I cant deny, you still have a place in my heart

Coz now my tears still fall for you, my dear

And right here, right now

I still miss you dearly…

"For things to change, you must first change yourself"

A short, but inspiring quote to share..

• Optimistic and freedom-loving
• Jovial and good-humored
• Honest and straightforward
• Intellectual and philosophical
• Blindly optimistic and careless
• Irresponsible and superficial
• Tactless and restless

Sagittarians have a positive outlook on life, are full of enterprise, energy, versatility, adventurousness and eagerness to extend experience beyond the physically familiar. They enjoy travelling and exploration, the more so because their minds are constantly open to new dimensions of thought. They are basically ambitious and optimistic, and continue to be so even when their hopes are dashed.

Their strongly idealistic natures can also suffer many disappointments without being affected. They are honorable, honest, trustworthy, truthful, generous and sincere, with a passion for justice. They are usually on the side of the underdog in society they will fight for any cause they believe to be just, and are prepared to be rebellious.

They balance loyalty with independence.Sagittarians are usually modest and are often religious, with a strong sense of morality, though they tend to overemphasize the ethical codes they follow and worship beliefs about God rather than God Himself. This means that, negatively, they regard rigid, unloving, intolerant adherence to ritual and conventional codes as more important than the truths they symbolize or embody.

They sometimes pay lip service to religions and political parties in which they have ceased to believe because the outward forms satisfy them, yet they may not hesitate to switch allegiance in politics or change their system of belief if they see personal advantage to themselves in doing so.

They have both profound and widely ranging minds, equipped with foresight and good judgement, and they can be witty conversationalists. They love to initiate new projects (they make excellent researchers) and have an urge to understand conceptions that are new to them. they think rapidly, are intuitive and often original, but are better at adapting than inventing and are at their best when working with colleagues of other types of character that compliment their own.

They are strong-willed and good at organizing, a combination that gives them the ability to bring any project they undertake to a successful conclusion. Their generosity can be balanced by their extreme care at handling their resources.Sagittarians are ardent, sincere and straightforward in love, normally conventional and in control of their sexual natures. Yet if thwarted, they may easily allow their failure to embitter their whole lives or they may revenge themselves upon the opposite sex by becoming cynically promiscuous.

They are more apt then the average to make an uncongenial alliance. If their marriages are successful, they will be faithful spouses and indulgent parents; but their innate restlessness will inspire them to use even the most satisfying ménage as a base from which to set out on their travels. They need to fell free and are often faced with the choice of allowing their careers to take over their lives at the expense of the love of their spouse and family.

Sagittarian women are the counterparts of their men; even if they have no career to rival their love, they find it difficult to express affection and may run the risk of being thought frigid.In other personal relationships they are reliable, seldom betraying any trust given to them. They can, however, be impulsively angry and both male and female Sagittarians know how to be outspoken and exactly what expressions will hurt their adversaries most. On the other hand they are magnanimous in forgiving offenses and are responsible when looking after the elderly in the family.

Their gifts fit Sagittarians for a number of widely differing professions. They are natural teachers and philosophers with a talent for expounding the moral principles and laws which seem to explain the universe. This gift enables them to be successful churchmen on the one hand and scientists on the other. The law and politics also suit them, as does public service, social administration, public relations and advertising.

Travel and exploration naturally appeal to such restless souls and, if their opportunities are limited, they may find something of travel and change of scene in the armed forces or through working as a travelling salesman. Others may make fine musicians and, in the days before automobiles, they were said to be successful at horse trading and all activities, including sporting ones, concerning horses. This has been translated in modern terms into an interest in cars and aircraft - and again with emphasis on the sporting side racing, rallying etc. They are said to make good sports coaches, but their tastes in this direction may lead them into imprudent gambling, though the gambling instinct may be sublimated by carrying it out professionally as a bookmaker.

The vices to which Sagittarians are prone are anger they tend to flare up over trifles; impatience - they want to rush every new project through immediately and demand too much of colleagues who cannot work at the pace they require; and scorn of the inadequacies of others while expecting fulsome recognition of their own efforts. They may in one sense deserve recognition, because in completing a major project they will sacrifice their health and family relationships; in their family’s eyes they may merit condemnation.They can be exacting, domineering and inconsiderate in the work place; and boastful, vulgar and extravagant in their private lives.

Their restlessness, if excessive, can jeopardize more than their own stability. some Sagittarians risk becoming playboys, wasting their lives away in frivolous pursuits. Others can develop a moralizing, religious fanaticism or else turn into hypocrites, their inner prudishness disguised by an outward appearance of joviality. Another side of the religiosity which is a danger in Sagittarians is superstition.

Sagittarius governs the hips, thighs and sacral area; subjects suffer from ailments of the hips and thighs and are liable to sciatica and rheumatism. An alleged deficiency of silicon in their physiques can give them poor skin, nails and hair.As they are often sportsmen indulging in dangerous pursuits, they are prone to accidents which arise from these the ancient astrologers mention falls from horses and hurts from them and other four-footed beasts. The taking of risks in other sports is a danger to the modern Sagittarian, and he is also liable to accidents with fire and heat.

Taken from http://www.vangelis.com.au/12signs.asp

Haha it’s been sometime since i post something coz i’ve been busy enjoying my life hehee. Here are a short summary of thing’s i’ve done in few weeks ago…

• Went jogging with mei nart.. end up soak coz she pour water on me >.<
• Cooked a big pot of ABC soup which my hmates disagree.. they say its tomato soup, think i put too much tomato puree hahaha.. but its nice rite? ^^
• Went shopping and shopping hahaha.. bought a lot of things and really enjoyed myself..
• Had buffet at The Chicken Buffet in TimeSquare.. ahh very full.. hope can go there again someday..
• Visited some old frens, ahh Chia i miss ya!! ^^
• Booked air tickets for end year holiday and Chinese NY.. hapi hapi hehehe..
• Burning cds of animes for my bro.. piracy rocks man!
• DOTA, DOTA and more DOTAs… hahaha
• Washed tonnes of laundry..
• Study a bit..
• Slacking.. and slack more.. thinks that cover around 75% of my times hahaha..

Now for the things that i should do.. let see..

• Get computer stuffs.. any fren willing accompany me to The Mines? or Low Yat? >.<
• Settle industrial training documents..
• Buy a book, The Children of Hurin by J.R.R. Tolkien
• Pack stuffs.. going back soon yuhooo~~
• Buy some gifts for family hehhee.. see i so nice hor ^^
• Again more laundries.. sighz
• Cleanup room.. got ppl gonna stay at my room during holiday
• Finding home based part time job.. i need $_$
• Spend lots and lots of quality times with my family.. love them very much! ^^
• More jogging~~
• Draw mangas..
• Slack more~

I think that sum up about everything i need to do during this coming holiday.. Of coz i got a somemore personal things which i didnt mention that i also have to do. Nevertheless i can forsee that this holiday will be the greatest of all~

Signing off ~

TRUST
TRUST is a very important factor for all relationships. When trust is broken, it is the end of the relationship. Lack of trust leads to   suspicion, suspicion generates anger, anger causes enmity and enmity   may result in separation.

A telephone operator told me that one day she received a phone call. She answered, "Public Utilities Board." There was silence. She  repeated, "PUB." There was still no answer. When she was going to cut off the line, she Heard a lady’s voice, "Oh, so this is PUB. Sorry, I got the number from my Husband’s pocket but I do not know whose number it is."

Without mutual trust, just imagine what will happen to the couple if  the telephone operator answered with just "hello" instead of "PUB".

NO POINTING FINGERS

A man asked his father-in-law, "Many people praised you for a successful marriage. Could you please share with me your secret?"
The father-in-law answered in a smile, "Never criticize your wife for her shortcomings or when she does something wrong. Always bear in mind that because of her shortcomings and weaknesses, she could not find a better husband than
you."

We all look forward to being loved and respected. Many people are afraid of losing face. Generally, when a person makes a mistake, he would look around to find a scapegoat to point the finger at. This is the start of a war. We should always remember that when we point one finger at a person, the other four fingers are pointing at ourselves.

If we forgive others, others will ignore our mistake too.

CREATING PERFECT RELATIONSHIPS?

A person visited the government matchmaker for marriage, SDU, and requested "I am looking for a spouse. Please help me to find a suitable one." The SDU officer said, "Your requirements, please." "Oh, good looking, polite, humorous , sporty, knowledgeable, good in singing and dancing. Willing to accompany me the whole day at home during my
leisure hour, if I don’t go out. Telling me interesting stories when I need companion for conversation and be silent when I want to rest." The officer listened carefully and replied, "I understand you need television."

There is a saying that a perfect match can only be found between a blind wife and a deaf husband ,because the blind wife cannot see the faults of the husband and the deaf husband cannot hear the nagging of the wife. Many couples are blind and deaf at the courting stage and dream of perpetual perfect relationship. Unfortunately, when the excitement of love wears off, they wake up and discover that marriage is not a bed of roses. The nightmare begins.

NO OVERPOWERING

Many relationships fail because one party tries to overpower another,or demands too much. People in love tend to think that love will conquer all and their spouses will change the bad habits after marriage. Actually, this is not the case. There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that "It is easier to reshape a mountain or a river than a person’s character."

It is not easy to change. Thus, having high expectation on changing the spouse character will cause disappointment and unpleasantness.

It would be less painful to change ourselves and lower our expectations. .

RIGHT SPEECH

There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that "A speech will either prosper or ruin a nation." Many relationships break off because of wrong speech. When a couple is too close with each other,we always forget mutual respect and courtesy. We may say anything without considering if it would hurt the other party.

A friend and her millionaire husband visited their construction site. A worker who wore a helmet saw her and shouted,"Hi, Emily! Remember me? We used to date in the secondary school." On the way home, her millionaire husband teased her, "Luckily you married me.Otherwise you will be the wife of a construction worker." She answered ,"You should appreciate that you married me. Otherwise, he will be the millionaire and not you."

Frequently exchanging these remarks plants the seed for a bad relationship. It’s like a broken egg - cannot be reversed.

PERSONAL PERCEPTION

Different people have different perception. One man’s meat could be another man’s poison. A couple bought a donkey from the market. On the way home,a boy commented, "Very stupid. Why neither of them ride on the donkey?"Upon hearing that, the husband let the wife ride on the donkey. He walked besides them. Later, an old man saw it and commented, "The husband is the head of family. How can the wife ride on the donkey while the husband is on foot?" Hearing this, the wife quickly got down and let the husband ride on the donkey.

Further on the way home, they met an old Lady. She commented, "How can the man ride on the donkey but let the wife walk. He is no gentleman."
The husband thus quickly asked the wife to join him on the donkey. Then, they met a young man. He commented, "Poor donkey, how can you hold up the weight of two persons. They are cruel to you." Hearing that, the husband and wife immediately climbed down from the donkey and carried it on their shoulders.

It seems to be the only choice left. Later, on a narrow bridge, the donkey was frightened and struggled. They lost their balance and fell into the river. You can never have everyone praise you, nor will everyone condemn you. Never in the past, not at present, and never will be in the future.

Thus, do not be too bothered by others words if our conscience is clear..

BE PATIENT

This is a true story which happened in the States. A man came out of his home to admire his new truck. To his puzzlement, his three-year-old son was happily hammering dents into the shiny paint of the truck. The man ran to his son, knocked him away, hammered the little boy’s hands into pulp as punishment. When the father calmed down, he rushed his son to the hospital.

Although the doctor tried desperately to save the crushed bones, he finally had to amputate the fingers from both the boy’s hands. When the boy woke up from the surgery & saw his bandaged stubs, he innocently said, " Daddy,I’m sorry about your truck." Then he asked, "but when are my fingers going to grow back?"
The father went home & committed suicide.

Think about this story the next time someone steps on your feet or u wish to take revenge. Think first before u lose your patience with someone u love. Trucks can be repaired.. Broken bones & hurt feelings often can’t. Too often we fail to recognize the difference between the person and the performance. We forget that forgiveness is greater than revenge.

by Otsuka Ai

I’d always stumble around like this, so…
I’d always get left behind like this
You’ve changed, you’ve really changed
Someone who looks to blame their own faults on others
A weak person, a sad, lonely person

Back then our world was a bubble,
Without a cloud in the sky…
On the surface, everything seemed so pure and straightforward
The feelings we had would burst that world apart…
Naively, we’d become too consumed with trying to know "love"
Stumbling about, we’d hurt each other and our world would vanished

Did you ever wonder if we really loved each other?
Although it’s too late to be thinking about that now…
Things are different now, very different
Even good memories are burnt away
It’s a shame, a real pity

Back then our world was a bubble,
Without a cloud in the sky…
No matter what, everything seemed like it was new
Nowadays, it’s always cloudy…
I can’t even see the sun anymore, I have nothing more to say
Just look out for each other, and someday our worries will vanished

Back then our world was a bubble,
Without a cloud in the sky…
We used to always understand each other’s feelings
The feelings we had would burst that world apart…
But without words, our feelings slipped past each other
Stumbling about, we’d hurt each other and our world would vanished

Today it ended.. finally i got answer from him.. all my puzzles are solved.. i just realized the word "Love" he always mentioned are so shallow and fragile.. but no matter what it is, it ended.. The End.. and i choose to to end everything than to remain friends.. maybe u all might think i’m immatured.. but i see it as the best way to heal wounds.. either for me or him.. let time heal everything..

Goodbye…

Instructions for Life

1. Take into account that great love and great achievements involved great risk.
2. When you lose, don’t lose the lessons.
3. Follow the three R’s:
   1. Respect for self
   2. Respect for others and,
   3. Responsibility for all your actions
4. Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck.
5. Learn the rules so you know how to break them properly.
6. Don’t let a little dispute injure a great relationship.
7. When you realize you’ve made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.
8. Spend sometime alone everyday.
9. Open arms to change, but don’t let go of your values.
10. Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer.
11. Live a good, honorable life. Then when you get older and think back, you’ll be able to enjoy it a second time.
12. A loving atmosphere in you home is the foundation for your life.
13. In disagreements with loved ones, deal only with the current situation. Don’t bring up the past.
14. Share your knowledge. It’s a way to achieve immortality.
15. Be gentle with earth.
16. Once a year, go someplace you’ve never been before.
17. Remember the best relationship is one in which your love for each other exceeds your need for each other.
18. Judge your success by what you had to give up in order to get it.
19. Approach love and cooking with reckless abandon.

The world is a book, and those who do not travel read only a page only.

St. Augustine

Ah.. sitting infront com enjoying a warm glass of Milo and Oreo biscuits, listening to soul soothing music is really satisfying, especially after long hours of revision. This is life.. hehehe.. i like it ^^

It all started when Doris entered my room with a thick book and some notes and lie down on my bed. Then we started to chat, do some revision and finally chase around each other at living room with me calling her as HONEY~~~ hahaha.. It really freak her out and she starts to runs away, run to upstairs and guess what, i have another darling there wahahahhaa.. Life’s so wonderful when we have frens around us. Its good to have my frens back, and also my appetite hahaha.. Missed the "yuan yang" i had that day with Doris and Amy, and i can finally finished it wahahahhaa…

Exam coming soon on 17th Apr, hmm i’ve targeted a few subjects that i can score well. Wished this semester result will be lot better than last time, yeah i’m sure it will hehehe.. Jia you Jia you ah!

After exam it’ll be time to go back home ^^ Breaking news guys, Chia’s getting married on 12th May in Sarikei and 24th May in Puchong!!! Still remember last time we always bet who will get married first and you gals always say me de, who knows now its Chia first hahaz. Chia, wish you all the best and appreciate what u have ah! *HUGZ* Hmm.. anyway i still dunno what to get her. Frens if you are reading this blog and interested to share gift with me please gimme a msg ^^

Hmm almost finished my Milo liao, time to do somemore revision and then head to my cozy bed hehee.. Tmr Doris (my personal alarm clock ^^) will wake me at 8am hahaz, then resume our revision.. Gonna miss her when i go back hometown, too bad she wun miss me hahaz.. Quote of what she said to me, "nope wun miss you, see you everyday already, at school, at home, everywhere also see you, buay tahan liao, go back dun wanna see you liao" LOLZ.. funny gal hahaa…

Time for panda bear to sign off now >.< Nite nite all ^^